My Birthday.

So my 21st birthday was spent in Las Vegas. not only did i get to spend it with my love, but my 2 bestest friends in the world were there, too. Mckenna and Chris. it was wonderful.! I really wanted a birthday cake, so we all got in the car and went for cake supplies at the nearest smiths. They didn't have cherry chip :( so we went with butter golden yellow cake... or something like that. I wanted cherry frosting and some did not. (kenna doesn't like red foods or artificially fruit flavored things) so we got chocolate as well. haha. it was quite tasty.

we had plans to go gambling after the cake was partially digested. but it turned out that we never ate dinner. i had completely forgotten. and all that sugar made my stomach disturbed. so i planned on laying down for a few minutes. Star Wars was on.. and i ended up falling asleep. hahaha. this was around 1:00 am, though. But i had LOADS of fun. see the pictures?

(we often threaten eachother with frosting)

Thank you Stephanie for the Fantasia DVD! hehe. i told you you had it.

a strange napping place.

I think you'd agree.

This kitten doesn't have a name yet. she is up for adoption at Hitch'n post. but you better believe i will come up with something clever. i wish i could keep her. her eyes are blue.. darker blue towards the center. we found her like this. napping amongst the almond joys. she's adorable.

do you know what these are?

no matter how many times i flip the switch the light just won't come on.
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i need to run, i need to hide, but i sprinted right past the bathroom stall and peeled back the wall so i could disappear. there's no way they'd think to look here.
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there's a secret maze behind my house that leads to a place i'd rather not speak of.
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running through red rocks and ancient stones to reach the black iron archway that marks the finish. just to find myself back at the start again, but this time with a balding man in glasses just 3 steps behind.
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don't try to run, it's much too slow. crab walk instead.
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there are haunted things in my grandmother's basement. if you explore, bring friends... and fire.
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that santa gnome left on the side of the dirt road by that dark haired girl in pink could possibly be posessed. she'll be furious if you just drive by, and haunt you forever if you pick it up.
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purple carebears with glowing red eyes floating down the hallway, can in no way be a good thing.
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don't try to fly, you won't get far, your feet will touch the grass once more.
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if you're in the sky and try to land, you'll only find yourself getting higher.
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there are strange rides at lake powell that you can only go on if you're barefoot and holding hands.
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if you want someone there bad enough, they'll take shape of a bird and fly.
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you can always talk to the animals when you need advice.
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a woman sent her giant spider after me and when i escaped on the I-15, she chased me through a forest and into a lake.
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when there's a chicken, an african grey parrot, a raven, and a hawk all blocking your entrance to the hotel, it's probably some kind of secret message.
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the roads are now all waterways, and you just put on your suit and slide.
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There's a tornado coming down the street, and it's a good thing spiderman's an airbender.
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I'm a russian who can slide down trees, i ran to germany to find my love, it was a hug that happened to never cease.
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dot to dot, it's wolverine.
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the choir is robed in red and green singing through the gold. i've been looking for someone and when the gates were opened, i saw my grandpa there.

Good days.

i successfully got this weekend off and i'm leaving for vegas in 4 hours!
Hitch 'n' post called me Wednesday and set up an interview.
I have been watching the Avatar finale alomst every day. it aired saturday and i was crying for about half of it. haha ohh boy it was sooo amazing.. ahh.. haha. anyway.. my interview at the Hitch'n'post was today, and right as i walked in this little kitten pranced up to me and i pet it for a while. hehe. and then when i went upstairs i was talking to Pam (the owner of the place) , ifelt something hit my foot. i looked down and that little kitten was looking back at me. haha he followed me up there. he was soo cute.

I GOT THE JOB!!! i go in to start training on Tuesday! i get to work with animals i am SOO excited!!

thank you so much for all of you who prayed for me and kept me in your toughts! it worked!

<3

Time

i certainly don't get it. 4 weeks this saturday? i thought it was LAST saturday?! aarrhhgg i'm so confused. i obviously want time to be going faster than it is.

i took my monroe out.

if anyone even reads this anymore.

a good friend of mine said this to me today..
'god is like a parent who doesn't care how his children fall, just how he wants them to keep on trying to walk.'

kinda worded weird.. but i like it.

Smelly

my room still kind of stinks.
so i'm going to try getting ready in my room. with my hairspray. smelly lotions. mousse? you know.. good smelling stuff. in hopes that will help.

i'm also getting rid of some of my stuffed animals. i think some of the ones i still have are stuffed animals from Jodi or Stephs exboyfriends from like high school. haha. didn't know what to do with them so you gave them to me, eh?! haha. good one.

2 am?.... honestly.

yeah... i shampooed the carpet in my room. it's redder than ever. i shampooed the walls too. i moved my room around and in the process re dirtied the floor. so i have to re vaccuum shampoo the visible places. that won't be as bad. where my dresser is with the mirror on it is a bit unsettling.. i don't know why. not very feng shui. so it kind of bugs me.

Oh! and in new harmony, chris grandpa found this baby deer next to his mother who died. so they took it home they are raising it out there and i got to take it on a tiny walk and feed it a couple bottles last weekend! He didn't want to go on a walk with me very badly but when chris' uncle showed up baby deer sprinted straight over to him and started rubbing his face on his uncle's legs. it was one of the cutest things i've ever witnessed. (his uncle is the one who feeds the deer every day and takes it on walks.)

how i met the deer was the best part. Chris told me had a surprise for me and i was like 'it's not a bunch of dead animals again, is it? (cause the first time he had a surprise for me it was a museum of all the animals his grandpa had hunted. it was awesome at first then i started thinking about it and got way depressed) anyway.. when i got to new harmony he drove me over to his grandpa's shop thing behind the house. and covered my eyes with his hand. he lead me through the door and over to this spot then turned me around and said look! i opened my eyes and there were loads of deer heads and moose heads and other dead animal's heads up on the wall and said 'ohh.. yeah .. neat' (trying to sound excited) but then chris said "luckily that's not the real surprise" and turned me around. There he was. tiny spotted and looking up at me. he took my breath away. instantly i squealed with excitement. i'd never pet a deer before. or been this close to one. so i was happy to the extreme. oh it was cute. he is cute. i get to see him again next weekend i think. i'll try to get a better picture of us together. hehe. maybe i'll let chris be in the picture, too. we'll see how it goes.