It begins again.

I slack hardcore on blogging. How long has it been since my last? a year? probably.

I've had loads of new happenings, shortcomings, tragedies, and celebration worthy occurances.
I'll make a list. Don't bother checking it twice, i won't mind.
-The return of Spirituality in my life.
-The loss of a love on it's way to perfection... all because of my selfish actions.
-Sorrow consumes me nightly, i lie awake, praying for peace.
-My heart soars whenever he phones. whenever we touch. whenever he smiles. oh, how i miss him so.
-the pain i feel, is almost unbearable at times.
-shortcomings would include my increasing cheeseyness of this blog. right?
-Symbolism weekly, once again i'm able to partake.
-'Fear not. Ask questions. and DOUBT NOT."
-'Don't be so concerned about the one you are looking for, but about your own perfection.' (i often lose sight of that and focus on the one i hope to return.)
- ''To be or not to be, That is NOT the question. Hamlet should have said 'knowing that i am a child of god, how can i live up to that potential?' THAT is the question.!''
-President Uctdorf is probably one of my favorite people. (the 3 quotes above are from him.)
-Clothes still clutter my bedroom floor 80% of the time.
-at least i cut 19% off from the previous year.
-My darling Kitty's health is failing. I'm scared... i'm scared.
-Christmas lies in wait, 7 days to go. "Seattle, I'm coming!"
-Patriarchal blessing. less than 1 month away. I'm sure of it.
-Semester GPA 3.4
-Muscle mass... Increased.
-Parking ticket. ugh..
-Best feeling over all, knowing that as long as i am living righteously, following all of God's commandments, true happiness is in my future. And I trust the Lord. How can i NOT be excited for what lies ahead?

Formerly hating Zach Efron

Currently: not so much.

Saw 17 Again and was thoroughly impressed with Zach Efron's acting skills.

so congrats to you, Zach Efron... you got somone to go from hating you to not hating you on pure skill.

never again will you hear me speak negative words concerning him. Unless some time in the future he does something stupid.

then you might.

you know.. he should play Heru in the Avatar movie.. it'd be rad to see him with earth bending skills.

Brains?

If we were all forced to lived on the moon.. how would we maintain muscle growth..? weights wouldn't work... jumping jacks would be rather unsuccessful.... I think BowFlex is onto something...


second completely separate thought from today..

so... it's like the gov is taking from the hard working rich... and giving to the lazy selfish rich.. and.. taking from the working middle class.. and giving to the lazy poor... i just don't see how that solves anything. How is there any kind of function in making more money on unemployment.. ?

REBEL Xsi!!!!!!!!

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'love one love all be free be free lets live in peace.'

Seasonal.

the wind is -2, but the sun is still warm.
cold enough to shatter arctic air in the palm of any hand.
a winter one celebrates the frosty grass and their frozen toes.
a spring child sings with flowers for cheeks and golden curls.
a summer son spills laughter down the hill.
an autumn mother brings much wisdom and promise.


hot july was good to me.
oh, iced december don't disappoint.

My Birthday.

So my 21st birthday was spent in Las Vegas. not only did i get to spend it with my love, but my 2 bestest friends in the world were there, too. Mckenna and Chris. it was wonderful.! I really wanted a birthday cake, so we all got in the car and went for cake supplies at the nearest smiths. They didn't have cherry chip :( so we went with butter golden yellow cake... or something like that. I wanted cherry frosting and some did not. (kenna doesn't like red foods or artificially fruit flavored things) so we got chocolate as well. haha. it was quite tasty.

we had plans to go gambling after the cake was partially digested. but it turned out that we never ate dinner. i had completely forgotten. and all that sugar made my stomach disturbed. so i planned on laying down for a few minutes. Star Wars was on.. and i ended up falling asleep. hahaha. this was around 1:00 am, though. But i had LOADS of fun. see the pictures?

(we often threaten eachother with frosting)

Thank you Stephanie for the Fantasia DVD! hehe. i told you you had it.